| think think think think think..
is dat all da crap i can do? think?>"<
sigh...being thinking so~~ much for a fuken week...so tired...>"< barely sleep...and barely stay awake at skool...and i'm...>"<
DO I? OR DONT I!!?!?!
i realli wanna kno...i dont kno if i do or not....i realli wanna KNO!!!
i mean....i guess finding out if i do or dont...would help...me..get ova it? or.....at least jus leave it alone? i dunozz...buh i'm in da middle...not sure if i do or not....
i mean i dunoz if itz a good thing...if i do...i mean itz jus not goin to mean anything to him...or....will it? buh yea....who careZ??!?!?
da point is....YES OR NO!
>"<
will neva find out...at da rate i'm at! >"<
~*tophie*~ |
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| feeling a lil depressed now..
a lil sad...
a lil...tired...
a lil annoyed..
a lil pissed off...at myself
buh it all adds up..to...WHY!?!
i wanna kno y...
it jus dont make sense...itz been at least a year? i dunozz...around then....y? itz jus so annoying....
y is it happening to me? i can't make it go away..i dont kno wat i am suppose to do...i duno wat to do...
i duno if i am suppose to do anything...buh i kno if i dont...it will neva go away...da thoughts...da feelings...
EVERYTHING!
drowning myself in work isn't helping...>"<
did i realli like u? or was it...nothing?
trying to figure it out...buh i dunno how!
~*tophie*~ |
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| went out to get mother day present today~
mm.....got amys mom present and grandma...buh not mom...cuz we couldn't find it! >"<
anywayz....and stupid juzzie didn't work at macq today...so didn't get to fix my glasses~ gay~~~
welz...yea i think datz it!
skool was ok...normal..
tired and sleepy...and yea datz it...
hmm...got pipi to tutor me yesterday.........
and yea.......wasn't dat bad...and yea...i think datzz it.....
time to go and eat now!!
trying so hard to not think bout u...trying so hard to jus let it go away..
buh if it was dat easy...i would b care free now!
sigh..........>"<
~*tophie*~ |
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| ok written for amy lee..
u wanna kno my mark? and not bad?
welz...
21 out of 79 for bio - sigh.....
30% for senior science - i fuked dat bad too...i didn't think i did so bad
6 out of 70 for maths - yes i kno..i fuked it baD!!!!
33 out of 75 for hist - missed out on writing one of da essay cuz i had no time..-__________-"
didnt get everything bak for eng yet..buh did ok..so far~
so u still think i didn't do so bad?
fuk man!! i'm so fuked....teacher wantz interview...my parentz r goin to freak!!!
i wish i did betta for my exam..i relali did...
buh fuk man who da hell putz camp in da middle of examzz...-__________-"
FUKKK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
fuked it hard! shit...................................
time for tutoring...and...sigh..........
need to recover from all this shit! and get a betta mark..no more jigging and shit! >"<
~*tophiE*~ |
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